Things I Meant to Rant About

There are a few things I REALLY need to bitch about for the next couple minutes.

1) Virginia: WTF Virginia!?!?!?! I was FINALLY coming to terms with this state. I have lived here for 10 years. When we moved in, even 10 year old me was like -.-'' we're in the boonies. I hate it. This state was like... the heart of the confederacy.
I've ALWAYS been an East Coast girl. The only thing I like about California is the Red Hot Chili Peppers. I do LOVE that band.

Anyways. Virginia declared this month(?) or last month (i've been meaning to rant about this for a really really long time) "Confederate History Month." SERIOUSLY?! I have NEVER been more embarrassed of where I live.

I live in northern VA - NoVa :D. The high school I went to is like a block away from Georgetown University. There is NO reason our state leadership should be this flawed. Political party doesn't even matter!

FIX YOURSELVES!

2) Rob: I forgot to mention him under "boys of interest" yesterday... Which should already tell you something. Rob is quite a bit older. He has an MD, Pharm.D and is now going to law school cause he decided he wants to be a patent lawyer. He's 26... Yeah. He went to an accelerated program for MD/Pharm. D degrees.
He is really sweet AND hot! At first we were just dating, not even exclusively. That's what he told me. Then he visited me at college a couple times (twice). I met his friends on St. Patrick's Day. He's actually not dating anyone else.

I'm REALLY awkward. I figured out he wasn't dating anyone else in a convo that went something like this, via text.

him: how many guys have you dated?
me: lol. how many girls have you kissed?
him: -.-''
me: hahhah yeah. well. I hope you aren't making out with everything that moves. I don't want the herp.
him: I'm actually hoping you're not hooking up with other people anymore. cause i'm not.

I hung out with him one more time after this. We went to a club with his friends. They are all SO nice and sweet and smart. It gives me hope for the future of Fruitcake and Matt.

He's always really respectful too.

He was asking why he hasn't met my friends when I realized things were getting too serious.
I'm 20. right?!

I stopped replying to texts (using finals as an excuse/ reason) and he texted me something like "when are your finals over? I miss you."
I replied "I don't see how this is going to work. I'm sorry."

It can't really be considered breaking up via text because it wasn't even a relationship! I feel really really bad though. and stupid. He didn't reply. I don't deserve someone like Rob. He's going to end up with a gorgeous I-was-a-model-to-pay-for-med-school/ i-saved-the-world type of woman.

I'll probably end up with Fruitcake. We'll probably be swingers.